hey all.

i love my friends. all of you, even when i can't stand you, i love you. don't forget it.

and even when something bad happens. or when my friends disagree with one another. i don't like to be in the middle of a fight, but i'll throw myself between two friends about to tear into each other if it means saving them from heartache.

i feel like a dirty cat in the middle of a dog fight.

all my choices are unfair, and the fact that i have to choose at all is the epitome of injustice. but i have to make a decision anyway and deal with the consequences.

coincidences never seem to be in my favor.

conflict creases my brow and leaves a bloody gash in my only recently healed heart. i'm wondering if maybe it's my own fault. like i have to be broken to really be happy. i guess it's always darkest before the dawn. i wonder how long the night will last.

i want you to shine, my Sun. no matter what.

i can only do my best to move forward and pray that the ones i love will focus on something more positive.

i'm bored. i don't really like Xanga anymore. i prefer Myspace and Facebook. now i have a Faithfreaks account, too.

but it makes me sad that nobody visits my Xanga anymore.
yes, i know you haven't come around lately.
do you need space?
was it something i said?
i've been busy, i know. but i've changed, i'm different now. can't you see that i'm trying to make this work for both of us?
if you want to leave, i understand.
but just remember i love you, and you'll always have a place in my heart. right here. just for you.
good-bye.
hey, if you're gonna go, just go! don't make this any harder for me than it already is!
why don't you say something?!
fine, i'll go. i can't let you draw this out any longer.
farewell, my friend. i hope life treats you well.

whoa, that was freaky.
kRaSh